around 5ish, el shaddai eagle rock cell group peformed a christmas play @ st. kevin.. it was kinda eh cuz no one was in the mood, ppl forgot major lines, the mic wasn't cooperatin, & my mom was in every scene (she's not even in the play).. but anywho, it's done & over w/.. praise the Lord.. i saw my buddies again.. yay!! chee, yuri, ivan, ate mama, g-lord, sammie, andrian, alan, antonio, irish, & all the others.. thought i'd mention them =).. o my gulay.. u should've been there.. the youth performed this awesome skit.. it was really great.. here's the gist of it [irish played a woman who lost her child at birth and while shoppin, remembered him.. on the way, a homeless person kept knockin @ her car window till he passed out.. she rushed him to the hospital; but he died w/in hours.. after the doc read out his profile, she realized that the boy was her lost son].. oh wow.. major tears rolled down ppl's faces.. deep.. then, the group sang "come & walk with me for a while" & "saint in the makin" by fr. stan fortuna.. ivan & ton played the guitar.. angel, yuri, & james had solos.. & irish & alan were back up.. it was just an awesome night.. unbelievable!
rain follows sunlight, right? well, have u ever had one of those days which u feel like u can't live w/ urself? the things u do are just so bad that u don't even want to be labeled by ur own name, identity, person?.. hmm.. i don't know.. my mom.. i feel as tho she wants, (no! she needs ) to control someone's life or else she thinks she is not fulfilling her duty as a human being.. i'm not just talkin about her controlling me (i feel she has every right to.. after all, she is my mother).. it's my gramps b-day today & he wanted to do some things, order the food he loves, & everythin a person's privileged to do when it's ur special day.. but my mom regulated him.. i know i'm placin all this negative stuff about her (please don't get me wrong.. my mother is a wonderful woman.. these occurences happen rarely).. she was also demandin that things were done in the play that was kinda out of place to do.. i know she's nervous about the outcome, but she needs to relax.. let things be.. she even told me that she's aware that she needs to back off sometimes but she can't.. well, i guess it's the age thing (u know.. pre-menopausal).. hmm.. i didn't answer my own question.. yes, i am having one of those days.. i feel as tho i wasn't supportive of my mom.. i saw how she needed help, but left the scene cuz she had irritated me earlier.. my mom was left on top of all things, bein blamed by parents & the kids themselves for all the things that happen unplanned.. & i stood there, like the devil himself, w/ a smirk on my face, feelin kinda glad that she's gettin a taste of her own medicine.. cynical?.. yes indeed.. i feel so horrible right now.. horrible.. i shouldn't have.. i should've prevented all the commotion.. what stopped me? .. pride.. i just can't live w/ myself today..
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around 5ish, el shaddai eagle rock cell group peformed a christmas play @ st. kevin.. it was kinda eh cuz no one was in the mood, ppl forgot major lines, the mic wasn't cooperatin, & my mom was in every scene (she's not even in the play).. but anywho, it's done & over w/.. praise the Lord.. i saw my buddies again.. yay!! chee, yuri, ivan, ate mama, g-lord, sammie, andrian, alan, antonio, irish, & all the others.. thought i'd mention them =).. o my gulay.. u should've been there.. the youth performed this awesome skit.. it was really great.. here's the gist of it [irish played a woman who lost her child at birth and while shoppin, remembered him.. on the way, a homeless person kept knockin @ her car window till he passed out.. she rushed him to the hospital; but he died w/in hours.. after the doc read out his profile, she realized that the boy was her lost son].. oh wow.. major tears rolled down ppl's faces.. deep.. then, the group sang "come & walk with me for a while" & "saint in the makin" by fr. stan fortuna.. ivan & ton played the guitar.. angel, yuri, & james had solos.. & irish & alan were back up.. it was just an awesome night.. unbelievable!
rain follows sunlight, right? well, have u ever had one of those days which u feel like u can't live w/ urself? the things u do are just so bad that u don't even want to be labeled by ur own name, identity, person?.. hmm.. i don't know.. my mom.. i feel as tho she wants, (no! she needs ) to control someone's life or else she thinks she is not fulfilling her duty as a human being.. i'm not just talkin about her controlling me (i feel she has every right to.. after all, she is my mother).. it's my gramps b-day today & he wanted to do some things, order the food he loves, & everythin a person's privileged to do when it's ur special day.. but my mom regulated him.. i know i'm placin all this negative stuff about her (please don't get me wrong.. my mother is a wonderful woman.. these occurences happen rarely).. she was also demandin that things were done in the play that was kinda out of place to do.. i know she's nervous about the outcome, but she needs to relax.. let things be.. she even told me that she's aware that she needs to back off sometimes but she can't.. well, i guess it's the age thing (u know.. pre-menopausal).. hmm.. i didn't answer my own question.. yes, i am having one of those days.. i feel as tho i wasn't supportive of my mom.. i saw how she needed help, but left the scene cuz she had irritated me earlier.. my mom was left on top of all things, bein blamed by parents & the kids themselves for all the things that happen unplanned.. & i stood there, like the devil himself, w/ a smirk on my face, feelin kinda glad that she's gettin a taste of her own medicine.. cynical?.. yes indeed.. i feel so horrible right now.. horrible.. i shouldn't have.. i should've prevented all the commotion.. what stopped me? .. pride.. i just can't live w/ myself today..